she's quality

i pour over the contents
inspect the parts
test re-test scenarios.
this process shortens
as life lengthens.
my council
sits at the table
drinks wine breaks bread
debate engage
all known aspects.
from second one
i knew where i stood
but protocol demands discussion.
i listen for unheard truth
evidence of the deal breaker.
heads of personality
whisper in my ear
partake in the artistry
moving my thought to theirs
despite my known stubbornness
i move forward
toss deduction out the window.
i take her hand in mine
to see what the day brings.
i experiment gamble my life away
the win lose column constantly dance
but that's the way it has to be.