at one point
it has entered your mind
spun wheels
because it is the easy way
to seek rest peace.
we are not built for easy.
in order to laugh
experience joy and pleasure
pain and hardship must tag along.
i hate that aspect of life
but understand it.
i've sat in a car
contemplated to end existence
to escape this world by my hands
but i love the game too much
i love the pleasure pain of humanity
i love the creativity of man
the possibilities and adventures it brings.
i'm too curious to leave prematurely
so i will wait
for it to claim me
then i can rest peacefully in the stars
but until that day
i will fight love and grow.
